Prayers Without Expectations
Carolyn Evans
Darroll and I went to a conference
recently. On our way home, I was driving
and thinking about finding a restaurant.
I saw a billboard that advertised a cafeteria where we used to eat years
ago. It was one of my favorite places to eat.
It wasn’t far, but you had to get off the interstate we were on and get
on another interstate. Nothing is worth
getting on and off two interstates if you don’t have to. So I talked to God in my mind and asked him
if he could arrange for the same type of cafeteria to be on the interstate we
were on. Then I started thinking, God
would know we would be coming back from the convention on this date and
encourage someone to build the cafeteria so it would be in the right
place. Then I said to God, nothing is
too difficult for you to do.
I continued driving for a short distance
and spotted a sign that told what restaurants we on the next exit. One of the restaurants was one we ate at
every now and then. It had been a while
since we had eaten at this restaurant, so I asked my husband if he wanted to
eat there and he said it would be fine.
We stopped and enjoyed our meal and got back on the road.
Then at the next exit I couldn’t believe
my eyes. Your right, the cafeteria I had
asked God about was there. I couldn’t
wait two minutes on God. I solved the
problem myself and took second best when God wanted me to have the desire of my
heart. You might think I am really being
silly about such a small thing, but if we don’t depend on God for the small
things, will we depend on him for the important things. God is always there, not just in certain
situations, in all situations.
I started thinking about the time when
King Herod arrested Peter and an angel of the Lord appeared in the cell and
released him. He went to Mary’s home
where many people had gathered and were praying for him. A servant girl went to the door and recognized
Peter’s voice, but in her excitement, she didn’t open the door. She ran to tell the people in the house that
Peter was at the door. They said she was
out of her mind because they knew he was in prison. Have things changed that much today. Do we pray expecting God to answer our
prayers? Sometimes when we pray, we not
only ask God for something, we give God instructions on how he is to answer a
specific prayer.
I decided God was not capable of answering
my prayer so I gave up too soon. I had
to repent and ask for God’s forgiveness.
When you make a mistake God is always there to forgive you. We need to let God be God. It’s a lot easier to let God work things out
instead of us trying to do things on our own.